This string of words appears in my record collection, in compositions by:
J.S. Bach, Samuel Barber, Benjamin Britten, Luigi Cherubini, Gabriel Fauré, Vivaldi, Mozart, Palestrina, Arvo Pärt, Ariel Ramirez (in the vernacular), Rossini, Scarlatti, Verdi.
Most of the compositions bearing the name “Agnus Dei qui tollis peccata mundi” sound funereal. You will probably have heard the one in Mozart’s Requiem. It sends shivers down my spine.
Leaving aside the “Agnus Dei” bit (since in our day and age, the concept of a lamb does not resonate), I was fascinated by the hard consonants – the t-s, p-s and k-s – of the Latin words, long before I understood their meaning. Just uttering them – qui toll-is pec-ca-ta mun-di made me sense the weight of an overwhelming burden.
And so it is, the burden, that is, of evil: It is almost too hideous to contemplate. After I learnt the meaning of the words, which in my inexact translation read “you who pay the price for the sins of the world” – indeed, he was crucified – I addressed them, not to “God’s lamb”, but to the soldiers who died in ditches or in tanks in two world wars, to the peasants and unarmed people whose throats have been slit or who have been shot, starved, burnt to death or dismembered by mines, so that we in the political West can safely enjoy our three full meals a day and our daily hot showers.
“You who pay the price of our sins”, I mentally told them – our sins being mostly, I thought, cowardice. Because we didn’t speak up; we didn’t tell the bastards to STOP all the killing. I am moved by old videos of US kids who protested against the Vietnam war and were badly beaten. They DID speak up. Have I ever gone out and been beaten by the police? No, never. I was a coward. Or maybe I was a realist?
Because the US – totally disregarding the protests – continued its killing, not only of the Vietnamese. And in the end, we all got used to it, while the innocent continued paying the price. …qui tollis peccata mundi…
No, I was not a realist, for only recently did I understand that it makes no difference what we say or shout, or whom we vote for: If the 1 % want war, war it is.
As years passed, the shame of my cowardice was overshadowed by growing insight into financial greed. Because now, more and more people even in the political West are no longer able to afford three full meals a day and a daily hot shower.
Since USA was the “greatest” of the financial players, it was also the most active aggressor. Most of my compatriots, who adore US soft power, refused to see that and naively supported NATO, still do, for the most part.
The US and its European vassals, created and nurtured Israel. Israeli governments have been openly encouraging villainy against Palestinians ever since day one. But only on 7 October, when inmates of the world’s largest prison were miraculously able to escape and create havoc, only then, did even peaceful Israelis become sadists. After 7 October, many Israelis asked themselves why IDF seemed to be asleep on 7 October. I ask: were the Gazans deliberately allowed to escape so as to foment rage and eventually sadism among Israelis?
Sadism cannot entirely exterminate a people. There are now Palestinians all over the world. Like the Jews after WWII, the Palestinian diaspora will remember.
Moreover, encouraging sadism was a mistake on the part of the Israeli government. A stupid mistake. Because since 7 October 2023, the entire world has finally understood that Israel is a madhouse run by homicidal maniacs.
I had long known about and protested against Israeli violent theft of Palestinian homes in Jerusalem and the West Bank. But I never imagined I would see, anywhere, the extent of the Israeli depravity we have been witnessing these past three years.
Yet, nobody in the political West is lifting a finger to stop the carnage. NOBODY, except Palestine Action, and what a disproportionate price they are being made to pay!
What does that make us? As far as I can make out, we are the accomplices of homicidal maniacs, are we not?
Objection! Our governments do NOT represent us. They do NOT reflect our will. We were taught at school that they do, but all that is sham, make-belief. Though we are taken in by “panem et circenses”, bread and circus, mainly the latter, because most of us do not have much dough,, we are deeply disturbed by our governments’ failure to take decisive action against Israel.
What does that make Iran, that solitary country that has been vilified for 50 years? We have been told it is a backward terrorist state. The “backward” state is standing up for the underdog! It is standing up to the biggest bully of them all. Wow!
I suspect that many of my compatriots are pretty impressed with Iran, in spite of negative media coverage. I suspect that many people silently hope that Iran will prevail against Israel and against the US, regardless of the consequences for us.
Iran is a shining light. Maybe there is hope for humanity after all.
In that spirit, I recommend Ariel Ramirez’ adaptation of qui tollis peccata mundi in the composer’s vernacular. The prayer was to the point in USA’s long-suffering “backyard” when the wonderful Misa Criolla was composed (1964), and so it is today, there and in the rest of the world.
Cordero de Dios, que quitas el pecado del mundo;
ten compasión de nosotros.
Cordero de Dios, que quitas el pecado del mundo;
ten piedad de nosotros.
Cordero de Dios, que quitas el pecado del mundo;
danos la paz,
danos la paz.
